and at the end of it all, what they did the most was curse each other
in the beginning it was sweet, and ironic but now it was always a fight
shed lie there on the cold hard mattress reminiscing, where'd all the good times go
couldn't remember the last time she had gone at least a week without crying
lately it'd always been like this she was never up high she was always down low
everyone said she was one in a million, if that was so then why'd she feel invisible
with a slight bit of exaggeration she felt like she was falling apart slowly and sleeplessly dying
shes home sick, in a place she doesn't know remembering once upon a time when she was invincible.
she used to be the girl that was always on top, yeah you could say she was the leader of the flock
always making people crack a smile, now she cant even force her lips to curve up into a grin
if she knew falling in love was going to end like this, she would've stayed in that wonderful place full of sin
thats the story of a girl, not just any girl i'll tell you that, that foolish girl thats giving up herself for someone else
i'd like to call her me, people would hear my name and it'd ring a thousand bells
i could make anyones knees weak, my persona so brilliant it was overwhelming
then you came in and dragged me to hell tell me why it had to be like this
loving you makes me hate myself, so different yet so alike
i dont want you to tell me you love me i want you to prove it
i can't be stuck in this never ending fight, as much as i pretend it is, it truly isn't right
and tonight i'll drop the fake smile and ill let myself be who i really am
i'm not quiet, i'm not innocent, i'm a train wreck, but i'll tell you baby thats the way i was meant to be
I was made for the struggle, made for the pain, i was made to handle anything that ever got in my way

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