hm.

there's not a simpler way to put it
you had me at hello, now im hoping you don't go
its been a while since i've had butterflies
but your like a mail man you deliver them faster than you'll ever know
you have me feeling like a fool, slowly but surely falling for you
haven't even had physical contact and im already fantasizing
i forgot to mention that smile you have is quite mesmerizing
you make me laugh and you make me smile
i wouldn't mind having you around even for a little while
its so cliche but you make my heart race from miles away
thats talent, and your way with words thats something i like too
but i wont make this about all the things id do to you

the fear makes it a journey

the hearts a corridor, never ending
always wanting more
taking its time in surrendering
never knowing whats in store
theres a push and theres a pull
never ending are the lies
the hearts just a fool
sweet sounding lullaby's
a moment from the heart is never dull

what is fear without bravery
what is joy without spirit
what is love without loss
and what is pain without scars

they say not to be afraid
theres no way to avoid it
but how can i not be afraid
i've never walked home this way


the pitter patter of my hearts beating
the millions of thoughts that in my mind are fleeting
like a lioness the courage flows right through me
like a hare the fear injects into me
so dangerous yet so fulfilling

for mama shayy

alright this is for mama shayna<3
i miss you mamas! and especially cause mom doesnt buy cookies unless your here -__-
mostly cause i casnt sing on the spot
so trying to make a cover of anything was bad.
and yeah by the way whats my name is my song<3 ;)
xo


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where'd all the good times go

she thought they were in love, she thought he'd treat her right

and at the end of it all, what they did the most was curse each other

in the beginning it was sweet, and ironic but now it was always a fight

shed lie there on the cold hard mattress reminiscing, where'd all the good times go

couldn't remember the last time she had gone at least a week without crying

lately it'd always been like this she was never up high she was always down low

everyone said she was one in a million, if that was so then why'd she feel invisible

with a slight bit of exaggeration she felt like she was falling apart slowly and sleeplessly dying

shes home sick, in a place she doesn't know remembering once upon a time when she was invincible.

she used to be the girl that was always on top, yeah you could say she was the leader of the flock

always making people crack a smile, now she cant even force her lips to curve up into a grin

if she knew falling in love was going to end like this, she would've stayed in that wonderful place full of sin

thats the story of a girl, not just any girl i'll tell you that, that foolish girl thats giving up herself for someone else

i'd like to call her me, people would hear my name and it'd ring a thousand bells

i could make anyones knees weak, my persona so brilliant it was overwhelming

then you came in and dragged me to hell tell me why it had to be like this

loving you makes me hate myself, so different yet so alike

i dont want you to tell me you love me i want you to prove it

i can't be stuck in this never ending fight, as much as i pretend it is, it truly isn't right

and tonight i'll drop the fake smile and ill let myself be who i really am

i'm not quiet, i'm not innocent, i'm a train wreck, but i'll tell you baby thats the way i was meant to be

I was made for the struggle, made for the pain, i was made to handle anything that ever got in my way

hm. quick

caught in between, darkness and light

show me where to go, guide me in the right direction

these are my own battles to fight

but i cant help but to feel alone

even if ive got a full home

i dont even feel like im myself anymore

have a heart harder than a stone

when im trying to warm up

you make me so cold

got you right there but i feel so alone.