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unecessary commentary is a part of life.
the way that people know if youve done wrong or right
your just a dreamer with very high hopes
the worlds just there to catch you at your lowest lows
imagination is the key to your heart
your mind is just another lonely work of art
life can never really be explained
were on a spin cycle every day tends to be the same
intuition is always what you want
its not going to be right every time
and the feeling in your chest is not pain
its the conscious near your heart because you dont feel the same
as we grow older things dont change, people change
its not bad its simply different.

paradise

if i am a butterfly, where are my wings?
ive only reached the highest highs in my mind
id like to soar through the calmest towns
and walk through the busiest streets
id like to over look the ocean closely
as if a magnifying glass i was holding
maybe leave my imprints in the sand
to show where ive been and where ive ran
id like to whisper in a birds ear
share a secret with a lion
and with a bear shed a tear
maybe have a smile spread across my face
whered does it exist this lovely place
hide and seek is a thrilling game
but not when your playing everyday
id like to find paradise
the beautiful place that lives at night
id like to laugh id like to cry
in the wonderful place that caught my eye
what if this place was only in dreams
or a fictional fantasy that came to me
could this place ever be real
a place where im not afraid to look and feel
take me back to paradise the place where i can sleep
take me back to paradise the place where beauty really is skin deep.

modern thoughts forgotten generations

"individual" now comes in bunches.
mysteries come without a plot
prediction is unecessary
because everythings already figured out.
theres no jury in the court
everyones been proven guilty
theres no room for a last resort
everyones to blind to see
secrets dont exist
theres no loyalty anymore
goodnight no longer ends with a kiss
it ends on his bedroom floor
there are no sheep to count before bead
only unexplainable images in their heads.
no ones in their right mind because their mind left
doors dont ever open they only close
clocks dont tell time they just impose
what happened to the days when a smile meant the world
where did the time go? did it run away?
what happened to the days when joy had no price
where did hope go, now were always wishing for better days.

one

i only feel beautiful in the dark
where there are no lights to uncover every detail
i feel most capable when im alone
when theres no one to make me feel discouraged
i feel smartest when only my thoughts are present
because theres no other mind near me
i bring solitude upon myself
simply because its sweeter
because being alone requires no acceptance
when one is alone no walls need to be put up
when im alone i feel brilliant
when surrounded i feel insecure
loneliness isnt bad
it gives you time to see what your really made of

takahashi

i feel alone like the number one
its only been a little while
but i already miss you love
my bestfriend my other half
the reason for my smile
living life with you in it
is the best way to live life
i cant count the number
of times youve made me
feel like making you dissapear
but the times youve made me
feel alive are so much more
valuable than life itself
id never make it alone
id never make it without listening to your voice
id never make it without your joy
your the living proof of my lifes purpose
i always thought you were the angel that saved me
now that your not near me everyday
i feel like im misunderstood
its like ive gone mad
because my life has no meaning without
you your the only person whos
ever known me like the back of their hand
you and me were going to go places in life
were going to fullfill our dreams
i hope your my bestfriend forever
and even if its impossible
youve already given me enough
to remember youve taught me a lot
and i know that even if your not always here
i can count on you i know it sounds a bit cliche
but i love you because youve given me hope
when ive been low and youve given me
loyalty honesty and a reason to look foward to tomorrow.