2009 is almost over

im a little bit of everything
im part of the moon the sun and the sea
im a song all in itself
im the secret everyone tells
im young and incomplete
i go on living day by day
never really knowing the purpose
ever single word i say
will pass me by like the wind
every thing i do is almost sweeter than sin
but after every year im still alive
and sometimes its life i dont even want.

inner thoughts

im constantly dodging bullets
sometimes i stay in dark corners
to keep my heart from getting hit
so young and naive, we all are

my heart knows nothing of love
my thoughts soar with the birds
way up high where no one can reach them
my voice is the loudest but still no one listens

life is not a journey it is something better
everyday is the start of something new
but sometimes we just cant let go of the old

as the time has gone by ive looked into millions of eyes
and in each stare ive always found something different
everyone has a different voice a different pitch and a different tone
but so many people have the same message

reality is the fruit of life
sometimes it may be sweet or maybe even bitter
and then there will be days when it is flavorless

we're all searching for a place where everything feels perfect
but that place doesnt exist, we come close to it
but we never quite get there
over time well find a place where we are comfortable
and just that alone will be enough to last us.

for the heart broken

your whispering voice dwells in the back of my thoughts,
your sweet words swimming around in my dreams,
the way our eyes would meet like the sunset meets the ocean
heart breaks lullaby cant be silenced,
the shadow of our past memories come over my smile causing it to fade away,
it was once you and i
but now its just me and heartbreaks lullaby.